This wht i feeling only

I know i try to do sth for u people
but u don want. U tell all tis i can feel
tt i rather not to be humans. It hurts my feeling.
Everything don suits me then suits u?!
Now i know i better stay out of all things.
Or else hurt my feeling more worst, the feeling u cant get back anymore.
I stand tis for very long time!
When u have new friends, u go find them and i was left behind.
When all ur new friends are gone then u come and find me
u treat me like a spare humans!